It' okay to hurt,And its okay to cry

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 01:29:59 GMT

Sooo....lotsa lotsa bullshit.
Yep.
Im so over it.
And...
I have nothing to say, really.
EXCEPT I might get transfered to Laguna....Yep.

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 20:50:12 GMT

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 04:18:18 GMT

I want Jake...
=(
I miss him.

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 21:10:31 GMT

Oh, do you belive in rock roll? Can music save your mortal soul?

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 20:37:41 GMT

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I like to love you out loud!!!!

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 02:27:06 GMT

Write 20 facts about yourself. Note the number of minutes it takes you. Then tag that same number of people.

1)I love to sing, and I dont care if Im good or not.
2)I have a memory for every song Ive ever heard.
3)I cant wait to be a mother.
4)I love animals and children.
5)I often want what I cant have.
6)I spend 98% of my time alone.
7)I love my family, even If im not nessacarily included.
8)Im capable about strong emotion towards anything, even If im not involved.
9)I miss Robert... =(
10)I have ADHD.
11)Im dont have any close friends, and my friends are more than friendly aquaintences.
12)I want to start a band.
13)The only people who call me are my boyfriend and the attendance office..."Your student was absent from one or more periods..."
14)Sometimes I feel numb.
15)I love country music.
16)I sometimes wish that I had a normal family.
17)I often act on impulse and ignore my conciense.
18)I cant wait until Im out of high school and start my own life.
19)Im a country girl at heart.
20)I wish I had the motivation to excell.

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 02:19:44 GMT

42 things that will make your parents go crazy.

1. Follow them around the house everywhere...
2. Moo when they say your name...
3. Run into walls...
4. Say that wearing clothes is against your religion...
5. Stand over them at four in the morning with a huge grin on your face and say, good morning sunshine...
6. Pluck someone's hair out and yell, "DNA"...
7. Wear a sticker that says, "I?m a retard"...
8. Have 20 imaginary friends that you talk to all the time...
9. In public yell, "No Mom/Dad, I will not make out with you!!"...
10. Do what they actually tell you...
11. Jump off the roof, trying to fly...
12. Hold their hand and whisper to them, I see dead people...
13. At everything they say yell, Liar...
14. Try to swim in the floor...
15. Tap on their door all night...
16.Pretend to have amnesia...
17.Say everything backwards...
18.Give yourself a swirly...
19.Run around with a lamp shade on your head yelling, "the sun!!! it's dying!!!"...
20.Sing at the top of your lungs while running around the house...in your underwear...
21.Have nervous spasms at spontaneous times...
22.Snort loudly when you laugh and then laugh harder...
23.Run in circles...
24.Recite a whole movie 3 times...
25.Pretend to beat yourself up...
26.Slither everywhere...
27.Wear your pants on your head and your shirt on your waist... tell them you're making a fashion statement...
28.Try and drink out of a glass the wrong way...
29.Super glue your finger up your nose...
30.Talk to a pen...
31.Lay face down and chant like an indian tribe...
32.Try and climb the wall...
33.Spread out on the window and buzz, pretending to be a fly...
34.Take your ice cream cone and put it one your forehead... say you're a lovely unicorn...
35.Put pegs on your nose and eyes...
36.Switch the light button on and off for a while. then say, "ooooh... I get it!!!"...
37.Eat your hair...
38.Whatever they are eating, tell them it looks like a certain animal...
39.Eat anything obviously not edible...
40.Say your pet is mocking you and chase it around the house...
41.When you shower or bathe yell, "i'm drowning!!!"...
42.Try to snorkel in your fish tank...

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Tue, 27 Sep 2005 02:31:39 GMT

Think it over...
Havent I been sweet to you?

"A voice so sweet it'll make angels cry"

Last night...

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 05:11:33 GMT

Last night was fucking awesome.
Jake came down, which was lovely.
He's so sweet.
We went to the show, which ended up being kinda lame, despite the good band factor.
So we stayed at the show for a while, then came back to my house.
We watched Sin City.
I cuddled with Jake all night.
Heh, Tix, Nate and LJ were all alone.
Poor boys...
They left around midnight, and I was sad cause Jake left.
But oh well.
Basically it was fun.
I felt like I was a mom all night.
Babysitting 17, two 18 and a 19 year old.
Lol, but it was fun.
Nate went up to this kid who was stoned and was like "I have a question for you. Its kinda personal, but I need you to help me out...Do you have any weed?"
It was one of the funniest things ever.
The kid was like...uhhh, I did...
Heh, I love those boys.
So yeah. Good night, it was.

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 03:22:55 GMT

So...
I know what happened.
But it dosent make it hurt anyless.
And Im still confused.
Im screaming out help, and no one answers me.
Maybe if I scream out Im safe, Ill get a response.
Kinda like rape and yelling fire.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 05:49:26 GMT

See I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all of my trust
I told you I loved you now thats all down the drain
You put me through pain

I just want to know what changed your mind.
Honestly.
Please?

So.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 02:50:48 GMT

Im confused.
But isnt that my constant state of existance?

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 06:23:35 GMT

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

Oh, thinking about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now, nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me coming back for more

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when your feeling down
Now, nothing can change
What you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
'Cause our love will light the way

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times
And the bad
I'll be standing there by you

Baby, your all that i want
When your lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Ohh, ohh, ohh

Ohh, ohh, ohh
We're in heaven

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 06:19:34 GMT

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Wed, 31 Aug 2005 23:59:31 GMT

So.
Baically...
I have no friends.
Im being harrassed.
School Blows.
And I dont know why Im writing this because I have no friends.
Fuck.
This.
Shit.

Some photos from today of my nephews and family. Comments are welcomed.

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 06:28:36 GMT

Lucas

Slater

Lucas Reading

Slater...such a smiley boy.

Lucas chillen by the pool.

My Mom and Slater

Mom Tickling Slater

Beautiful Rose

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 22:59:20 GMT

Your #1 Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

Your #2 Love Type: ISFP

The Artist

In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions.
For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings.

Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener.
However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes.

Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ

Your #3 Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.

Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.

Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

Your #4 Love Type: INFJ

The Protector

In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.
For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.

Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.
However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself.

Best matches: ENTP and ENFP

Your #5 Love Type: INTP

The Thinker

In love, you are honest and serious about commitment.
For you, sex is something you think about and desire a lot of the time.

Overall, you are pure in your affection and feelings.
However, you tend to be suspicious and distrusting at times.

Best matches: ENTJ and ESTJ

What's Your Love Type?

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 06:22:06 GMT

Registration was fun.
I saw lots of people...
Like my twin...and Allo.
And I hella chilled with Veronica, and I hella missed her, i havent seen her all summer.
I only like 3 of my classes.
1.Auto shop.
2.Ag.
3.Unscheduled.
They put me in fucking beginning choir because I forgot to audition.
Bitches.
I went to the mall.
I got my FAVORITE pair of jeans EVER.
Anddd...
Uhm...my dad told me im too fat.
NO SHIT SHERLOCK.

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 17:11:43 GMT

Jeremys leaving today. I didnt even get a chance to see him...
=(
I miss him already...Im going to miss him so much.
♥

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 09:16:29 GMT

HellRaiser275: I love you kaity, don't hate

my pets! ARENT THEY cute!

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 08:11:11 GMT

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 05:59:58 GMT

~*~*~*~ LOVING~*~*~*~
Your loving nature makes you wonderful to be
around. You are the type of person that accepts
people for who they are and they in return of
your good heartedness, accept you right back.
You are most likely a romantic at heart. With a
sensitive soul and probably a broken heart from
the past, you don't usually trust people. You
have probably been hurt by someone you love or
loved dearly which makes it hard to confide in
others. Easy going and romantic, fun and
lovable, you have a great personality. You are
very well liked in the general world that
you're in.

Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3 Lana

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Sat, 13 Aug 2005 06:47:34 GMT

Isn't it funny how you come along a song once and while that describes exactly how you feel?

7 am
The garbage truck
Beeps as it backs up
And I start my day thinking about
What I've thrown away
Could I push rewind?
All the credits strewn
In signifying the end
But I missed the best part
Could we please go back
To the start?
Forgive my indecision

Then again, then again, then again
You're always first when
No one's on your side
Then again, then again, then again
The day will come when
I want off that ride

11 am
By now you would think
That I would be up
But my bedsheets shade
The heated choices I made
What did I find?
I never thought I could want
Someone so much
'Cause now you're not here
And I'm knee deep
In my own fear
Forgive my indecision
I am only a man

Then again, then again, then again
You're always first when
No one's on your side
Then again, then again, then again
The day will come when
I want off that ride

12 pm and my dusty telephone rings
I get up from my pillow
Could it be?
I hope its you
It's you, oh

Then again, then again, then again
You're always first when
No one's on your side
Then again, then again, then again
The day has come and
I want off that ride

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 19:05:50 GMT

You gave me the best mixtape i've ever had...
...so why'd you take it away?

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 09:09:09 GMT

I need a drug.
Somthing strong and beautiful.
To make everything just go away.
Just become non-apparent and meaningless.
Just dissapear.